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Highly considering leaving FSU this semester and just going home. I feel like my mental health can’t handle school right now. But the pros and cons seem even. I have independence here. I like doing whatever I want, eating whatever I want, etc. I have access to both psychiatry and counseling. I know if I ask my dad to go home he will fight me, and I will in fact be the biggest disappointment of the family. I will also miss having a best friend around. However…I know I’m less likely to kill myself at 3:30 in the morning there because my dog and cat would be the first to notice and I love them more than I hate everything else.
I don’t know what to do anymore.
I don’t know what to think or how to feel.
I just don’t want to be alive.
Not being alive sounds like my best option, really.
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Tonight I’ve successfully sobbed, eaten half a box of cookies by myself, and did nothing to prepare for finals.
A day in the life..
Anonymous asked: i want someone to care about me so badly that sometimes i can't breathe.
(i will care about you. i will care about every part of you. i promise. i promise i promise i promise)
This is so cute.
First person to shoot me in the heart is my best friend for the last ten seconds of my life.
All I did today was eat breakfast. I passed out less than a minute after taking this…
Anonymous asked: I miss you a lot
Thanks anon. I miss everyone from my past. Who are you?
Or I guess technically you could be in my present life.
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Boys suck and at the end of the day I hate all of them and don’t like being alive. How do normal people deal with feelings?
You are allowed to be alive. You are allowed to be somebody different. You are allowed to not say goodbye to anybody or explain a single thing to anyone, ever.
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